help/advice!! period due today.. so far, not here.. pregnant?
So.. my man and i would be thrilled if i were to be pregnant, we haven’t really been trying.. but not preventing either…
my period is due today (it could come tomorrow possibly) and so far, nothing!
for the past 2 weeks i have NOT felt like myself… crampy/sore chest/heartburn (i never get heartburn)/very stinky gas (sorry, tmi),shaky/weak/dizzy which has since subsided from last week and now i am SEVERELY moody/emotional. 3 days ago i just wanted to cry ALL day and every little thing upset me. Also, i have started to get VERY insecure about my man wanting me or not/going to leave me/doesn’t love me anymore/etc etc.. and as much as i ask him, he always tells me i have nothing to worry about/he loves me/wants to marry me/have a family with me/etc etc.. but i just can’t stop asking those kinds of questions or think he is going to wind up leaving me one of these days! its nuts! he has begun to get bothered/annoyed with them which is normal and then i feel so bad, i start to get all emotional and cry. I feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster that wont stop! one minute i’ll be happy as a clam, the next i am either crying or biting my poor boyfriend’s head off.. and most of the time i don’t know WHY!.. i feel like i am turning psycho! i am getting scared because i never have felt like this… wicked emotions!. today so far its been a bit better.. but im still not feeling right.
also, i have been getting headaches here and there.. 5 days ago i got a BAD migraine on the left side of my head.. i hardly ever get headaches (not even with my period or right before it) and if i do, its never a migraine… this one was bad and didn’t go away for 2 hours, and made me feel like i was going to throw up.
also, VERY stinky gas (sorry, tmi).. its really gross lol. and sometimes i will burp too.. i just started with the heartburn yesterday (pain on my breast bone/sternum) it hasn’t come back today.. yet. Also, CRAZY Vivid dreams. not last night, but the 3 nights before.. i’ve had 3 pregnant related dreams back to back to back… the first one was me actually giving birth to a baby boy, the second was about my man deploying with the marine corps (he WAS in the marine corps and got out 2 years ago) and i was pregnant in the dream and he wound up leaving me!!!,I remember walking around with the big belly and everything!, the third was just about an HPT.. not sure if it was pos/neg though.. the first 2 were VERY real though. Also, i keep having small noticeable little pains on each side low down in my stomach near my hip bone almost.. like the crease where ur thigh meets ur hip bone.. if Thait makes sense.. (ligaments stretching possibly?)
if i was pregnant, id be 4-5 weeks.
does it sound like i could be?
thanks for any advice! i am seriously going nuts just about, and i am too nervous to test because if it says i am not, i’d be scared as to what is truly wrong with me.
